Today I took my oldest son on a field trip and for some reason so many memories started to pop into my mind. I hate the human brain. It never remembers what I want it to, but it will help me to remember the worst moments of my life. When my first child was born I cried for the entire first week of his life. … Continue reading Letting Go Of What I Can’t Control
I’ve been having many issues of trust lately, and on almost every scale of any type of relationship. I know it might seem stupid to some people to move on, but I can’t, and it just disturbs me. I’m 34 years old and I’m not sure if I can hold a steady relationship and even some friendships with people due to my previous marriage. The … Continue reading What If I Only See Flags?
Last night my kids were pretty sick, but nothing out of the ordinary. They had high fevers and stuffy noses, so nothing a parent hasn’t seen before. However, in the middle of the night my oldest started feeling worse, and asked if I could get him some medicine. I got up and ran to the kitchen to see what I had. The last thing I … Continue reading So I had A Seizure Last Night
The other day my kids and I were watching the Infinity War movie, if you haven’t seen it yet I recommend it because it was really good. Anyway, there was a certain part that dealt a lot with using the words love and hate. I try to tell my kids to be careful with those two words. People use them often and honestly don’t really … Continue reading Hate Is A Strong Word
My parents and I recently received some messages telling us they were sorry for what happened. At first, we were confused. What happened? Did someone pass? What is going on. Instead, my ex turned to social media to complain about me, which honestly, I couldn’t careless about. People were telling us that they knew what she said were lies. And they were. One of them … Continue reading Always Something New
Almost a week ago I had a dream that was very random, but maybe not so much now. I was telling a woman that I have recently been talking to, because for some reason she was in it, that I was standing in my grandparents living room. Everyone I knew was there and we were all just talking, that was it. I remember looking towards … Continue reading Can 2017 End Already?
When the year first started I wanted to change how my sons and I talked to each other. We all like to say we would never talk down or say something mean to family members, but that is a load of crap. I love my kids and I know they love me, but sometimes we like to say hurtful things to each other. I came … Continue reading I Made A Compliment Basket