Recently I have been thinking a lot of my past. I couldn’t sleep last night for some reason and I thought about the last fifteen years of my life. I’ve made a lot of mistakes and I almost wanted to just go back and change it all. Wouldn’t it be easy? To just change everything and probably be a completely different person? But I remembered … Continue reading Looking At The Past
Weird that this time last year I would have done anything to be back with my ex-wife. Now, I can’t stand to look at the person I realized I was with. What I said to her I somewhat regret, but at the same time I needed to say it. I need to let that go for good and to show her how much of a … Continue reading A Conversation That Freed Me
Almost a week ago I had a dream that was very random, but maybe not so much now. I was telling a woman that I have recently been talking to, because for some reason she was in it, that I was standing in my grandparents living room. Everyone I knew was there and we were all just talking, that was it. I remember looking towards … Continue reading Can 2017 End Already?
I told myself I wasn’t going to have the main subject of an article be about my divorce anymore, but someone had asked me recently how I dealt with it. I kind of laughed to myself when I was asked it. A little bit of good and a little bit of bad. I almost envied people that say their divorce went off well with no … Continue reading The Final Chapter Of My Divorce
I recently had an amazing connection with a woman. We bonded emotionally and psychically on so many levels. To put it simple, it was just amazing. The sad thing was that our personal lives made it so we couldn’t be together. I wasn’t angry about our decision for this. In fact, I’m nothing but happy on our choice. I’ve made a great friend and at … Continue reading This Has Been Quite The Year
A couple of weeks ago I found out what was wrong with me and they gave me the medication to fix it. It will take a few months, but I thought that would be the only good news I would have had this year. I’ve been shockingly surprised how things have been pleasantly coming together for me these past few weeks. However, I didn’t think … Continue reading Weird How Things Come Together
Tomorrow I will found out what is physically wrong with me and I can honestly say I’m scared. For weeks I’ve been physically ill and the other day I fainted without realizing what happened. To put it simple, there is something really wrong with me. I’ve been watching my whole life fall apart this year and no matter how hard I try to keep it … Continue reading The State Of My Well Being