I had forgiven my ex a lot during and before our marriage. She cheated on me while we were engaged and later cheated on me with her boss at the end of our marriage. What happened in between I’ll probably never know. I still wanted to be with her because I loved her and wanted to look past that. When people ask me why I … Continue reading Can Or Should You Forgive People?
Today I took my oldest son on a field trip and for some reason so many memories started to pop into my mind. I hate the human brain. It never remembers what I want it to, but it will help me to remember the worst moments of my life. When my first child was born I cried for the entire first week of his life. … Continue reading Letting Go Of What I Can’t Control
Last night my kids were pretty sick, but nothing out of the ordinary. They had high fevers and stuffy noses, so nothing a parent hasn’t seen before. However, in the middle of the night my oldest started feeling worse, and asked if I could get him some medicine. I got up and ran to the kitchen to see what I had. The last thing I … Continue reading So I had A Seizure Last Night
The other day my kids and I were watching the Infinity War movie, if you haven’t seen it yet I recommend it because it was really good. Anyway, there was a certain part that dealt a lot with using the words love and hate. I try to tell my kids to be careful with those two words. People use them often and honestly don’t really … Continue reading Hate Is A Strong Word
My parents and I recently received some messages telling us they were sorry for what happened. At first, we were confused. What happened? Did someone pass? What is going on. Instead, my ex turned to social media to complain about me, which honestly, I couldn’t careless about. People were telling us that they knew what she said were lies. And they were. One of them … Continue reading Always Something New
I did it a little different today. I decided to do an audio instead. Continue reading Depression And Change
I recently started watching Anthony Bourdain’s TV shows because I heard so much about him. I immediately fell for this guys charm and wanted to watch more. I was learning and it was fun, the best kind of learning. However, just like many other celebrities that I saw living a life greater than mine, at least I thought, I would see them on the news … Continue reading Thinking About My Suicide Attempt Again