Therapy for my sons and realizing the sad truth

As usual I get invited on a date and I chicken out. No reason other than myself. The girl was attractive, she seemed nice and she knew what it was like to be a single parent. However, I recently had to take my kids into therapy, and it has been a hurdle I can’t get over. In fact, I think I might stay single for … Continue reading Therapy for my sons and realizing the sad truth

A little over two years

I like to reflect on things usually when a year passes by specific events or possible upcoming ones. Two years have passed since I had a huge gradual change in my life. Attempted suicide, divorce, finding out terrible things about my marriage, but at the same time great things have happened. In fact, every day the good starts to outweigh the bad. Recently I’ve come … Continue reading A little over two years

I can’t be friends with my ex and I’m fine with it

This is probably the hardest part about being divorced now. I know a few people that have done it, and they do a great job at it, but for me I don’t think I can ever be friends with my ex-wife. Even for the sake of my kids I just don’t think I can. I feel selfish for thinking this way and when I try … Continue reading I can’t be friends with my ex and I’m fine with it

Always Something New

My parents and I recently received some messages telling us they were sorry for what happened. At first, we were confused. What happened? Did someone pass? What is going on. Instead, my ex turned to social media to complain about me, which honestly, I couldn’t careless about. People were telling us that they knew what she said were lies. And they were. One of them … Continue reading Always Something New

I Loved Someone That Never Truly Loved Me

I had always thought my ex-wife had loved me. When we married each other I thought we were going to be together forever and nothing could ever change that. At the start of 2017 she left me to be with her boss she just met and I slowly pieced everything together, everything that would tell me that my marriage may have been a lie. I … Continue reading I Loved Someone That Never Truly Loved Me