Two years…it has been pretty much two years since the gradual change in my life started to happen. I did this same thing last year. I took a look at my life and wondered how much farther I could go. The first year was hard for me. Hard to face the truth, confront my past, and to realize that I was someone I could look … Continue reading 2018 Is Ending…
This is probably the hardest part about being divorced now. I know a few people that have done it, and they do a great job at it, but for me I don’t think I can ever be friends with my ex-wife. Even for the sake of my kids I just don’t think I can. I feel selfish for thinking this way and when I try … Continue reading I can’t be friends with my ex and I’m fine with it
I’ve been having many issues of trust lately, and on almost every scale of any type of relationship. I know it might seem stupid to some people to move on, but I can’t, and it just disturbs me. I’m 34 years old and I’m not sure if I can hold a steady relationship and even some friendships with people due to my previous marriage. The … Continue reading What If I Only See Flags?
My parents and I recently received some messages telling us they were sorry for what happened. At first, we were confused. What happened? Did someone pass? What is going on. Instead, my ex turned to social media to complain about me, which honestly, I couldn’t careless about. People were telling us that they knew what she said were lies. And they were. One of them … Continue reading Always Something New
Well, today wasn’t what I expected. My ex has been going through my Facebook and found out I recently talked to the ex wife of the man she had an affair with at her job. It doesn’t shock me because she was fooling around with her boss when we were married. The strange thing is I didn’t really care. If that was the person she … Continue reading My ex is having another affair
That Dragon, Cancer is an indie video game developed by a mother and father who lost their child to cancer. Lately, video games haven’t been my thing, but I decided if I was going to play I was going to go towards more story driven games. While the game had its bugs and annoying mechanics the story is something that can knock you back on … Continue reading That Dragon, Cancer Helped Me Deal With My Grief
Last night, when I was putting my kids in their beds, I kissed each one of them and told them I loved them. My oldest son was still awake and looked at me asking me why I did that every night when they were with me. I told him the last thing I wanted between us was a kiss and telling them how much I … Continue reading I Want To Feel Love From Another Person For Once