A couple of weeks ago I found out what was wrong with me and they gave me the medication to fix it. It will take a few months, but I thought that would be the only good news I would have had this year. I’ve been shockingly surprised how things have been pleasantly coming together for me these past few weeks. However, I didn’t think I would have found someone I liked and wanted to spend time with.
When you find out the person you’ve been with for over ten years didn’t really feel the same way as you it can take a lot out of you. I realized that I wasted all this time with a person that just didn’t care for me that much and just settled, so confidence on finding another person to spend my life with wasn’t on top of my list…or even on it. I remember getting hit on at the CVS when picking up my medication by the girl at the register and I didn’t really care to try for it, and I might have been at least eight years older than her. I started to notice that a lot of young girls are going for guys over their thirties. However, I don’t think they were ready for this mess of a person…or dealing with his three crazy boys.
To my surprise though I did meet someone that started the conversation and at first I was a bit shocked by it. Mainly because I’ve never had someone so good looking take an interest to me. Along with the fact that we clicked right away I can safely say no one has ever made me feel this way before. I’m almost scared of screwing this up because it seems like a golden opportunity to finally be with someone that actually wants to be with me.
I’ve gotten so many things happening at once now that are nothing but good. I can’t believe it sometimes. The good news keeps coming in and I can’t handle it because it is such a great feeling. This year started with heart break and lies, but now everything is actually coming together. I can’t wait to see what else happens.