I guess 2017 may go down as the worst year possible for me. Yeah, there are plenty of good things that happened over the months, but overall I lost the love of my life. My wife at the time wanted a separation to help our marriage get back together. However, I knew something didn’t seem… Continue reading My Worst Year, But A Hopeful Future
I’ve decided that I am never coming back to Facebook or anything along those lines again. I will be keeping my Instagram account because that is where I’ll be posting pictures of my family. This will be linked to my Facebook as well so friends and family can see how we are doing. I really… Continue reading I’m Leaving Social Media Forever
I’ve gone through a lot since January. I started my year off with trying to kill myself. For years I’ve been dealing with depression, PTSD, and so much more. Before the last year ended my wife left me to be with her boss and didn’t want anything to do with me anymore. Everything spun out… Continue reading I Have Something To Say That A Lot Of People Aren’t Going To Like
My first sun who is fire red, Burned the first flame within my core, Shines brightly in the dark, Never far from my heart My second sun who is misunderstood, Emotions burst and flames flicker, Dangerous when you get near, Radiance warms the soul My third sun who is a new born star,… Continue reading Three Suns
That is a question I’ve been getting a lot these past few months now. Are you really happy? I honestly think that question itself is so damn complex sometimes. I think about it long and hard now when someone asks me. Before the go to response was always yes. I wasn’t for a long time,… Continue reading Are You Happy?
It would seem that I’m pathetic. For hiding my emotions. For expressing my devotions. For trying to correct the past. For being optimistic and hoping it could last. For trying to save a broken heart. For not trying from the start. For loving too much. For never using a crutch. For being broken and scared.… Continue reading It would seem…
My divorce will be final soon and I’ve already had a few people tell me to start dating again. The idea of that is terrifying and I honestly don’t feel up to it. People think another woman would make me feel better after being told how pathetic and ugly I was. However, right now I… Continue reading Conflict of Interest